Virtual Sex with Lily

Here is a small group of 4 images I made last year with Lily (marcky.grayman). At the time, I removed these pics by following the wishes of the model (personal reason). There are some days she has given me permission to republish.

The next day, deviantArt decided to remove one of my photos on a complaint...

However, I will publish here the complete series for the enjoyment of those who like my pics!

A second life set aside

After an absence of four months on this blog, I realize that certain aspects of my life have been set aside. Some of my recent discussions have led me to ask several questions. So I bring you some answers I found while this break...

SecondLife for me is a way to change my mind. But when my life is filled with happiness or I become very busy at work, I admit that it suits me to focus on these things. So to summarize ... "no news = good news"

At these moments, sometimes I also disappear without advising or even respond to your messages.
I need sometimes to go somewhere or to someone (like my family) to recharge myself. So even if I have not replied to your message since 2 months, it does not mean I'm dead ... right now it's mostly the summer that I enjoy.

Sometimes I meet someone and have a good time with it, I sometimes disappears without saying why ... If it is due to my usual absences, it may be that I go too afraid to bound to the person in question. I am unable to go beyond a certain limit, I love my man at house that why I can't doing certain things.

For those who know me, my switch side is very present. It all depends on who I am and context. My passion for bdsm is acknowledged. However, even if sometimes I wish to submit, I can not give myself to someone enough to say that I belong to him and become his/her thing. In the past, a mistress who was very important in my life hurt me emotionally. It took me a long time to heal, luckily my man was still behind me to support me.

Today I work hard to trust the people I like, but the task is still very difficult. So just for this reason, I can not be the thing someone else. When it is a roleplay, it suits me ... but when it gets serious, I retreat. This is the same in the other direction, having brave souls who submit to me fill me with happiness. I become quickly very protective and loving despite my little torture. By cons, if I feel that I like too much my pets, or they becomes too dependent of me, I say no there too. I love do to people that I love and I hate to give what I would not like to receive ... it is a rule to me, a principle. Forgiveness even to those to whom I made them pain.

I especially need to do for myself and also to answer some questions so that people understand me better ... Kisses to you all!

Leaving a "semi-hotel" prison, with a bad feeling.

Recently, I did a 2 week roleplay in a Swiss prison. CHAMP DOLLON seem to be like a "high-class" prison. To support the efforts of the guards, they charge a fee of $ 200L per week.

As the concept seemed new to me in SL, I fill the application to go on this adventure. During this incarceration, I came online few times... but not enough that I would want. The prisoners seemed friendly and guards too. So I thought, it was worth a review here on my blog. Unfortunately, the end left me resentful.

Following the end of my sentence, I get this notice from the group:

Group Notice From: Champ-Dollon Inmates, lacocinelle

Greetings all
apart for doing hundreds of intakes of people who said will donate certain amount, no body is coming to the prison to play or donate, as im not gona hold the land tier for any longer, there are 2 weeks forward to get this prison playing or to pack up the stuff and walk to next thing,
so the choice in your hands, inmates.

With a slight impression of being now not at this place, my reaction was to leave. To be fair, I left a message to the warden to notify her and pay the amount due.

After a brief exchange with her, she decided to ban me from this place and many other prisons by adding me to the Grey list. Just because I said that was unfair, she accused me of being a "griefer player." Since then, I have a very bad feeling about the Champ-Dollon's staff. I know one of them who deserves a hard spanking!

6 years and still alive in the metaverse!

It's been about 1 year since I have not published here, though there is much that I could tell you. As some of my meets. Lover of photography, I found myself on deviantArt. I admit that since this blog it took a little dust in favor of my dA publications. Even some of enter you asked me if I would still write here. That all because of my naughty proscrination!

Today is my birthday! And yes it's been 6 years since I'm on SecondLife. I realize my avatar has changed over the years from all this time. It's the same for my own personality. The idea of self, every adventure and every person you meet, slowly change you...

Currently, I'm in a Swiss prison naming "Champ Dollon", it's small and cozy place.

It for a short time to see if I like this roleplay sim. Just few days left to get my freedom again.

While I eat cupcakes secretly in my cell, I embrace you all and soon promises soon more posts! Otherwise, I'll try!