A second life set aside

After an absence of four months on this blog, I realize that certain aspects of my life have been set aside. Some of my recent discussions have led me to ask several questions. So I bring you some answers I found while this break...

SecondLife for me is a way to change my mind. But when my life is filled with happiness or I become very busy at work, I admit that it suits me to focus on these things. So to summarize ... "no news = good news"

At these moments, sometimes I also disappear without advising or even respond to your messages.
I need sometimes to go somewhere or to someone (like my family) to recharge myself. So even if I have not replied to your message since 2 months, it does not mean I'm dead ... right now it's mostly the summer that I enjoy.

Sometimes I meet someone and have a good time with it, I sometimes disappears without saying why ... If it is due to my usual absences, it may be that I go too afraid to bound to the person in question. I am unable to go beyond a certain limit, I love my man at house that why I can't doing certain things.

For those who know me, my switch side is very present. It all depends on who I am and context. My passion for bdsm is acknowledged. However, even if sometimes I wish to submit, I can not give myself to someone enough to say that I belong to him and become his/her thing. In the past, a mistress who was very important in my life hurt me emotionally. It took me a long time to heal, luckily my man was still behind me to support me.

Today I work hard to trust the people I like, but the task is still very difficult. So just for this reason, I can not be the thing someone else. When it is a roleplay, it suits me ... but when it gets serious, I retreat. This is the same in the other direction, having brave souls who submit to me fill me with happiness. I become quickly very protective and loving despite my little torture. By cons, if I feel that I like too much my pets, or they becomes too dependent of me, I say no there too. I love do to people that I love and I hate to give what I would not like to receive ... it is a rule to me, a principle. Forgiveness even to those to whom I made them pain.

I especially need to do for myself and also to answer some questions so that people understand me better ... Kisses to you all!

Leaving a "semi-hotel" prison, with a bad feeling.

Recently, I did a 2 week roleplay in a Swiss prison. CHAMP DOLLON seem to be like a "high-class" prison. To support the efforts of the guards, they charge a fee of $ 200L per week.

As the concept seemed new to me in SL, I fill the application to go on this adventure. During this incarceration, I came online few times... but not enough that I would want. The prisoners seemed friendly and guards too. So I thought, it was worth a review here on my blog. Unfortunately, the end left me resentful.

Following the end of my sentence, I get this notice from the group:

Group Notice From: Champ-Dollon Inmates, lacocinelle

Greetings all
apart for doing hundreds of intakes of people who said will donate certain amount, no body is coming to the prison to play or donate, as im not gona hold the land tier for any longer, there are 2 weeks forward to get this prison playing or to pack up the stuff and walk to next thing,
so the choice in your hands, inmates.

With a slight impression of being now not at this place, my reaction was to leave. To be fair, I left a message to the warden to notify her and pay the amount due.

After a brief exchange with her, she decided to ban me from this place and many other prisons by adding me to the Grey list. Just because I said that was unfair, she accused me of being a "griefer player." Since then, I have a very bad feeling about the Champ-Dollon's staff. I know one of them who deserves a hard spanking!

6 years and still alive in the metaverse!

It's been about 1 year since I have not published here, though there is much that I could tell you. As some of my meets. Lover of photography, I found myself on deviantArt. I admit that since this blog it took a little dust in favor of my dA publications. Even some of enter you asked me if I would still write here. That all because of my naughty proscrination!

Today is my birthday! And yes it's been 6 years since I'm on SecondLife. I realize my avatar has changed over the years from all this time. It's the same for my own personality. The idea of self, every adventure and every person you meet, slowly change you...

Currently, I'm in a Swiss prison naming "Champ Dollon", it's small and cozy place.

It for a short time to see if I like this roleplay sim. Just few days left to get my freedom again.

While I eat cupcakes secretly in my cell, I embrace you all and soon promises soon more posts! Otherwise, I'll try!

Trapped in a Basement

There are days like that where we not really know what awaits us...

I was trying to relax in a club. There were many people and yet I was chatting with anyone at this time. As I used to do sometimes, I start to read the profiles of people around me. We read all kinds of things and it is very informative and sometimes very funny. I found a link form favorites of a dominant not far away, that gives me all curious. You know, sometimes curiosity is a bad thing and now I was going to teach my depends on what day.

This when I click on the link and instantly teleports me to this mysterious place.

The place tells me nothing, it's dark. I am in a narrow corridor and at the end there is a door. I headed for the exit to see what's in the other room. Taken by surprise, the door slammed behind me and I found myself trapped in a basement home. Unable to open the door or exit through the stairs. I find myself stuck in this room with several constraints RLV:

chatshout/sendim/recvim/tplm/tploc/tplure/sittp/edit/rez/showinv/viewnote/fartouch/touchworld/showworldmap/showminimap/showloc/shownames/fly/setdebug/setenv

My worst mistake was having on me a straitjacket. It took no time a odd man approached me and without replying to my questions, He tied me in my straitjacket, took the key and gone.

[20:18] rlv cell guard: chuchote : Hitomi Looming is now guarded and restricted.
[20:29] rlv cell guard: chuchote : Someone is now guarded and restricted.
[20:29] Hitomi (hitomi.looming): ?!?
[20:29] RF Mesh SJ Collar 1.0: chuchote : An individual has relinquished all control of Hitomi's Mesh Straitjacket.
[20:30] RF Mesh SJ Collar 1.0: chuchote : Hitomi's timelock disengaged.
[20:30] RF Mesh SJ Collar 1.0: : You are strapped in a Forward straitjacket position
[20:30] Hitomi (hitomi.looming): who you are?
[20:30] RF Mesh SJ Collar 1.0: chuchote : Someone is now the main key Owner of Hitomi's Mesh Straitjacket.
[20:30] RF Mesh SJ Collar 1.0: chuchote : Timelock engaged: 3 day(s) added to An individual's timelock.

Trapped, somewhere...

He set the timer for three days. I was really mad! I hate when someone doing this. Finally, after 2 days to struggle and try to find a way out, I am successful to escape when the restrictions of this place stopped. But I still awaited after the timer on my straitjacket ends.


Despite the misfortune with the man suspiciously, this experience of sequestration was somehow appreciated.

Through the hole

Recently I discovered a small prison built not Gwen and Amelie. If "Amelie's garden and Dungeon" sim tells you something ... it is indeed the same Amelie.

Inmate at Gwen's and Ame's RLV Slave Storage Facility

During the last 2 days, I lived on the premises. Be as captive or otherwise as "guardian" of this prison. I had the opportunity to experience a new type of cage, a glass cage where there is an opening just before sex.

Me and Tamaria Lusch caging by a mysterious gentleman. 

It took no time for a bit mysterious man advantage of my situation and adds two other victims under his control. Forced me to get naked, and having no possibility to move. I found myself in a situation embarrassing. Just imagine that anyone could caress me or me doing things by passing their hands through the hole, I blush so much!

My vagina just nervous that people can touch me so easily.

Serenity Lost

Exploring a sim recently discovered, I stop in this bar where there was almost nobody. It is a place where there are roleplays on sexual predators and rapes. I hoped to get a bad boy with whom I have spent a good time. But strangely the people who pass through the area were not seized this opportunity, as if I frightened or they would have been too timid.

Serenity Lost at isle of misfits

Finally good news! Just after my relog on SecondLife, I meet a nice group of naked people and I saw a couple offer a good show on a table. Maybe I had just arrived at the wrong time the first time.

Thanks Guiness for the time you shared with me, xxox.

A strong leather outfit

There are times when we would just like to clear the mind and forget our everyday worries small. That why I like in bondage and specifically in being restricted, it is to giving up control for a moment and not think about anything only the present moment. I am fortunate to have some partners games that allow me to live these moments. Recently I met Paullanky (aka Paulous Shiny), a very respectful man who love lot bondage and chastity belts. I had the pleasure to be found myself in my beautiful straitjacket and gagged in a pretty little mask that I found recently.

Me with Paullanky @ S&M Design Castle II

Two short days to contort myself in this strong leather outfit. I really appreciated this time. :)