Two years of dust ... Part 2

Since the last time I posted in this blog, lot of things happen. Before giving my recent updates, I'm going through this publication to summarize the last 2 years since last time. ;)

Part 2: 2015, a year of transition.

In January it was for me an opportunity to celebrate the New Year and enjoy the cold winter in lingerie. Although I shivering. I love winter especially hot chocolate. Growing up in the far north, every time I see snow, it makes me smile.

During the month of March I explore several sims, my landmarks record are not up to date. In one of my findings, I finished to find one for put my friends in a cruel trap ... which strangely reminds me of Resident Evil. Very intense emotion, this session gave us the shivers, heart beating at 100km per hour.

With the coming of spring, I started to play as a doll, it was a moment for me to be vulnerable ... cute and vulnerable. Loving to tied up and be in a cages, it was a gentle and quiet May.

It's the middle of summer, I came across a sim (S & L RLV Storage Facility, KRAL Island (201, 74, 22)), I spend days, weeks ... passing a cage to another and getting to know people who own the place.

Then at the end of the summer. I ended up hanging out in the basement and have fun with ropes, some do not hesitate to add knots. I'm going for 3 months found ... Abused, tied up, trapped. Capable to get out, but returning to it constantly. Over time, this dark places with wet bricks became a second home.

In December I find myself again caged by Stamko (owner of "S & L RLV Storage Facility"). This at that point where I realize that not being able to know when I get out of my cage will make me anxious. I do not know if we added more time to the timer ... but my incarceration was interminable to me. Caught between the excitement and jitters.

It was then that Miss Leeloo find me after I got out and offered me her time and comfort.

Me with a multitude of gifts, she finished by keeping me in a latex KAS's puppysuit for a while. In this form I finished by forgetting all my worries and I Give Up. This while my desire to be dominant over by fade, becoming less and less switch ...

Yet even if I served from time to time, I could not offer me completely to it, preferring to remain free as always my choice. Finally until I find the right person who can put me enough confidence and take my hand .... This is with my heart I discovered the answer in 2016.

Two years of dust ... Part 1

Since the last time I posted in this blog, lot of things happen. Before giving my recent updates, I'm going through this publication to summarize the last 2 years since last time. ;)

Part 1: So let's start with what I have achieved during 2014, following my last publication ...



I still publishing, but only on DeviantArt. Posting images time to time and just writing a simply small description each time it's more easy than taking the time to write my state of mind in the form of a blog. I realized that the conversation is faster. This for me is a form of laziness that I assume.

So I started preparing a small project during the month of August, a small comic in collaboration with Naoin (halibaetta).

Creating comics (or graphic novel) is something I love to read and would produce, but it takes time, energy and organization that I can unfortunately not always have to make regular . Who knows if I will not do another in the future.

In September, from a special request from Miss Lissa (hotgirllyssa), we did a session in New Ombria's duck. An interesting, industrial and breathing, the gas mask helping for many.

 

In November, it was an opportunity for me to live a set of isolation that gave me a subspace to the mystical and cosmic paces ...

 

Then two memorable times in December:
- Passed a day in a cage in a nice house, I was part of the furniture ... I would stay a long time if I had belonged to someone.

- A few days later, dear l8brb2 has tried corsets with me during a photo shoot. We spent good time together.

(Continued in Part 2)

Virtual Sex with Lily

Here is a small group of 4 images I made last year with Lily (marcky.grayman). At the time, I removed these pics by following the wishes of the model (personal reason). There are some days she has given me permission to republish.

The next day, deviantArt decided to remove one of my photos on a complaint...

However, I will publish here the complete series for the enjoyment of those who like my pics!

A second life set aside

After an absence of four months on this blog, I realize that certain aspects of my life have been set aside. Some of my recent discussions have led me to ask several questions. So I bring you some answers I found while this break...

SecondLife for me is a way to change my mind. But when my life is filled with happiness or I become very busy at work, I admit that it suits me to focus on these things. So to summarize ... "no news = good news"

At these moments, sometimes I also disappear without advising or even respond to your messages.
I need sometimes to go somewhere or to someone (like my family) to recharge myself. So even if I have not replied to your message since 2 months, it does not mean I'm dead ... right now it's mostly the summer that I enjoy.

Sometimes I meet someone and have a good time with it, I sometimes disappears without saying why ... If it is due to my usual absences, it may be that I go too afraid to bound to the person in question. I am unable to go beyond a certain limit, I love my man at house that why I can't doing certain things.

For those who know me, my switch side is very present. It all depends on who I am and context. My passion for bdsm is acknowledged. However, even if sometimes I wish to submit, I can not give myself to someone enough to say that I belong to him and become his/her thing. In the past, a mistress who was very important in my life hurt me emotionally. It took me a long time to heal, luckily my man was still behind me to support me.

Today I work hard to trust the people I like, but the task is still very difficult. So just for this reason, I can not be the thing someone else. When it is a roleplay, it suits me ... but when it gets serious, I retreat. This is the same in the other direction, having brave souls who submit to me fill me with happiness. I become quickly very protective and loving despite my little torture. By cons, if I feel that I like too much my pets, or they becomes too dependent of me, I say no there too. I love do to people that I love and I hate to give what I would not like to receive ... it is a rule to me, a principle. Forgiveness even to those to whom I made them pain.

I especially need to do for myself and also to answer some questions so that people understand me better ... Kisses to you all!

Leaving a "semi-hotel" prison, with a bad feeling.

Recently, I did a 2 week roleplay in a Swiss prison. CHAMP DOLLON seem to be like a "high-class" prison. To support the efforts of the guards, they charge a fee of $ 200L per week.

As the concept seemed new to me in SL, I fill the application to go on this adventure. During this incarceration, I came online few times... but not enough that I would want. The prisoners seemed friendly and guards too. So I thought, it was worth a review here on my blog. Unfortunately, the end left me resentful.

Following the end of my sentence, I get this notice from the group:

Group Notice From: Champ-Dollon Inmates, lacocinelle

Greetings all
apart for doing hundreds of intakes of people who said will donate certain amount, no body is coming to the prison to play or donate, as im not gona hold the land tier for any longer, there are 2 weeks forward to get this prison playing or to pack up the stuff and walk to next thing,
so the choice in your hands, inmates.

With a slight impression of being now not at this place, my reaction was to leave. To be fair, I left a message to the warden to notify her and pay the amount due.

After a brief exchange with her, she decided to ban me from this place and many other prisons by adding me to the Grey list. Just because I said that was unfair, she accused me of being a "griefer player." Since then, I have a very bad feeling about the Champ-Dollon's staff. I know one of them who deserves a hard spanking!

6 years and still alive in the metaverse!

It's been about 1 year since I have not published here, though there is much that I could tell you. As some of my meets. Lover of photography, I found myself on deviantArt. I admit that since this blog it took a little dust in favor of my dA publications. Even some of enter you asked me if I would still write here. That all because of my naughty proscrination!

Today is my birthday! And yes it's been 6 years since I'm on SecondLife. I realize my avatar has changed over the years from all this time. It's the same for my own personality. The idea of self, every adventure and every person you meet, slowly change you...

Currently, I'm in a Swiss prison naming "Champ Dollon", it's small and cozy place.

It for a short time to see if I like this roleplay sim. Just few days left to get my freedom again.

While I eat cupcakes secretly in my cell, I embrace you all and soon promises soon more posts! Otherwise, I'll try!

Trapped in a Basement

There are days like that where we not really know what awaits us...

I was trying to relax in a club. There were many people and yet I was chatting with anyone at this time. As I used to do sometimes, I start to read the profiles of people around me. We read all kinds of things and it is very informative and sometimes very funny. I found a link form favorites of a dominant not far away, that gives me all curious. You know, sometimes curiosity is a bad thing and now I was going to teach my depends on what day.

This when I click on the link and instantly teleports me to this mysterious place.

The place tells me nothing, it's dark. I am in a narrow corridor and at the end there is a door. I headed for the exit to see what's in the other room. Taken by surprise, the door slammed behind me and I found myself trapped in a basement home. Unable to open the door or exit through the stairs. I find myself stuck in this room with several constraints RLV:

chatshout/sendim/recvim/tplm/tploc/tplure/sittp/edit/rez/showinv/viewnote/fartouch/touchworld/showworldmap/showminimap/showloc/shownames/fly/setdebug/setenv

My worst mistake was having on me a straitjacket. It took no time a odd man approached me and without replying to my questions, He tied me in my straitjacket, took the key and gone.

[20:18] rlv cell guard: chuchote : Hitomi Looming is now guarded and restricted.
[20:29] rlv cell guard: chuchote : Someone is now guarded and restricted.
[20:29] Hitomi (hitomi.looming): ?!?
[20:29] RF Mesh SJ Collar 1.0: chuchote : An individual has relinquished all control of Hitomi's Mesh Straitjacket.
[20:30] RF Mesh SJ Collar 1.0: chuchote : Hitomi's timelock disengaged.
[20:30] RF Mesh SJ Collar 1.0: : You are strapped in a Forward straitjacket position
[20:30] Hitomi (hitomi.looming): who you are?
[20:30] RF Mesh SJ Collar 1.0: chuchote : Someone is now the main key Owner of Hitomi's Mesh Straitjacket.
[20:30] RF Mesh SJ Collar 1.0: chuchote : Timelock engaged: 3 day(s) added to An individual's timelock.

Trapped, somewhere...

He set the timer for three days. I was really mad! I hate when someone doing this. Finally, after 2 days to struggle and try to find a way out, I am successful to escape when the restrictions of this place stopped. But I still awaited after the timer on my straitjacket ends.


Despite the misfortune with the man suspiciously, this experience of sequestration was somehow appreciated.

Through the hole

Recently I discovered a small prison built not Gwen and Amelie. If "Amelie's garden and Dungeon" sim tells you something ... it is indeed the same Amelie.

Inmate at Gwen's and Ame's RLV Slave Storage Facility

During the last 2 days, I lived on the premises. Be as captive or otherwise as "guardian" of this prison. I had the opportunity to experience a new type of cage, a glass cage where there is an opening just before sex.

Me and Tamaria Lusch caging by a mysterious gentleman. 

It took no time for a bit mysterious man advantage of my situation and adds two other victims under his control. Forced me to get naked, and having no possibility to move. I found myself in a situation embarrassing. Just imagine that anyone could caress me or me doing things by passing their hands through the hole, I blush so much!

My vagina just nervous that people can touch me so easily.

Serenity Lost

Exploring a sim recently discovered, I stop in this bar where there was almost nobody. It is a place where there are roleplays on sexual predators and rapes. I hoped to get a bad boy with whom I have spent a good time. But strangely the people who pass through the area were not seized this opportunity, as if I frightened or they would have been too timid.

Serenity Lost at isle of misfits

Finally good news! Just after my relog on SecondLife, I meet a nice group of naked people and I saw a couple offer a good show on a table. Maybe I had just arrived at the wrong time the first time.

Thanks Guiness for the time you shared with me, xxox.

A strong leather outfit

There are times when we would just like to clear the mind and forget our everyday worries small. That why I like in bondage and specifically in being restricted, it is to giving up control for a moment and not think about anything only the present moment. I am fortunate to have some partners games that allow me to live these moments. Recently I met Paullanky (aka Paulous Shiny), a very respectful man who love lot bondage and chastity belts. I had the pleasure to be found myself in my beautiful straitjacket and gagged in a pretty little mask that I found recently.

Me with Paullanky @ S&M Design Castle II

Two short days to contort myself in this strong leather outfit. I really appreciated this time. :)

The collection

I am currently chained since yesterday with other girls in a tropical paradise. I volunteered to be tied under the care of Miss Jade Moon and thus be part of her small collection of the day. A little game I found nice, especially I was in good hands.

part of collection on the beach of Bev's Retreat

Now alone, I quietly waiting my handcuffs nearing the end of their timer. Still enjoying the sweet sensation of my hands held behind my back. I wonder if I'll be able to get out of there, especially with my mittens that prevents me from interact with the environment  At least there's that beautiful sunset makes the time very calm.

Dryland core

There are those moments when we do strange experiences. We do not always know why, but everything becomes calm and everything that surrounds us is losing importance. I was in the middle from nowhere, a desert. Facilities in the heart of a circus apparently abandoned, there I found this springboard. My curiosity tell me dive in the mysterious hole. Happy to find this place quite warm, cozy and solitary.

"dive into the past"
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Mado/111/61/32

Warmth and comforts in winter

This morning, I had all frozen fingers felt with a time of -30 ° C (-22 ° F). So I found myself in a sim where I come for a ride from time to time, the idea of ​​taking a hot shower I quickly came to mind. Some time, simple little things, even here virtual ... does good.

Taking a hot shower to forget the cold outside ...
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Alcohol/215/221/139

A paradise beyond the cold

I found myself in a cold, not dressed for this weather, worn just simple lightweight kimono. I traveled a maze snowy explored a castle crystal climbed a mountain floating through a blizzard ...

Enchanted Frost Hunt by MadPea, Tupol Island

It was with surprise that I discovered after all these tests. this little place full of life.

Enchanted Frost Hunt by MadPea, Tupol Island

A hidden paradise-like magic. This small forest is inhabited by several species of butterflies that give the place a magical touch. I am pleased to be able to warm up and rest of this adventure.

As your service

at Eve Kish home accompanied by little angela

I've always found the maids cute and sometimes I like to become one. I found a new uniform yesterday that gives a look and is very PVC mesh. All my other maids uniforms are classic colors, so black and white. But when I saw this color ... No resistance was possible ...

So if you need a naughty maid in SL, let me know ;)

New hairstyle

sunset at Eve Kish home...

Today I decided to change my hairstyle for a mesh one. It may sound simple, but for me .. My avatar can keep one hairstyle for a very long time.

This is the kind of change that I not take lightly and for me it's a way to stay myself despite all possible transformations.

Updating to Mesh

Straitjacket by Amelie Barbour

Lately, I've taken advantage of a change for a new computer to update my viewer :

RestrainedLove-2.8.3.4-Mac.dmg (version distributed by Kittin Ninetails)

At first glance, the interface really makes difference ... I need a little time to get used to. But I'm sure that once mastered, a downgrade will not be desirable.

Secondly a big PLUS in my experience in SL is the ability to see objects in Mesh! I'm all happy to appreciate the details of this technology. I profited to offer me some new small purchases, including this beautiful straitjacket. I love it! :D

Tai chi and méditation

Lately when I hang on SL, I like to relax sometimes doing a little meditation or Tai Chi. Activities perfect when I answer my messages ... The last place I found is called Zen Retreat, a very quiet place that allows me to spend time relaxing here. Taking a cup of green tea a day it starts well. :)

Zen Retreat  , Rieul (204, 217, 73)

Idiots who call themselves Masters

A few days ago I came to take a look at Heavy Bondage Club.

HBC - Heavy Bondage Club, Myanimo (79, 11, 894)

For my own pleasure, I enclosed my waist in a pretty corset. I did the same for my neck, well exposed. To add a medical touch , I came in a wheelchair. Elegant and very vulnerable, I drove by telling humorous to some that I had an accident with a staircase and lube. It was enough to understand ... ;)

As I began a conversation with a pretty lady and complimenting the maid who was in her captivity a man passed behind me and without a word took the availability of some of my keys to tie my hands and take me farther. No word, no description of what was happening. To me, he looked like someone just took an object to use it for later ...

It is a time away from all that has come to write me a private message:

a Resident: stand up
a Resident: u bitch...
Hitomi Looming look at you with interogtive face
Hitomi Looming: you don't see I can't walk?
Hitomi Looming: it's really impolite... even if you are a dominant to leash me and pull me like that with no word before
a Resident: I'm ur master
a Resident: From 2day
Hitomi Looming: no your not my Master.. YOU JUST SOMEONE CATCH ME... only that!
a Resident: U r being kidnapped
a Resident: I want to blindfold u
Hitomi Looming: kidnapped rigth.. so you're could be my kidnapper... but not my Master... you seem don't know what a Master really is!

When he was taking my last key, I knew that the best solution was flee by login out. Later I receive answers saved in my absence.

a Resident: (Saved Sat Aug 25) where r u??

I'm not sure I have the best is this time, but I saw many dominant novices who thought any permit. His confusion of things and very bad writing kept me from going farther or even trying a moral lesson. He may not be malicious and maybe I would have had an interesting time with him, who knows ...

Submission to me is something that is earned through trust and charisma. This is not because someone has tied me or caging I'll call them Master for many ... yes a "Mr." certainly with a certain fear/submission but coming a captive, not a sub.

Bon je vous laisse chers lecteurs, je vais aller faire un tour à ce club, et si je retombe sur lui... j'y ferai lire ce que j'ai écrit ici...