Mass Censorship on Tumblr

Today I realized that my Tumblr report half of my posts. So I publish this picture here before it disappears...

Two years of dust ... Part 2

Since the last time I posted in this blog, lot of things happen. Before giving my recent updates, I'm going through this publication to summarize the last 2 years since last time. ;)

Part 2: 2015, a year of transition.

In January it was for me an opportunity to celebrate the New Year and enjoy the cold winter in lingerie. Although I shivering. I love winter especially hot chocolate. Growing up in the far north, every time I see snow, it makes me smile.

During the month of March I explore several sims, my landmarks record are not up to date. In one of my findings, I finished to find one for put my friends in a cruel trap ... which strangely reminds me of Resident Evil. Very intense emotion, this session gave us the shivers, heart beating at 100km per hour.

With the coming of spring, I started to play as a doll, it was a moment for me to be vulnerable ... cute and vulnerable. Loving to tied up and be in a cages, it was a gentle and quiet May.

It's the middle of summer, I came across a sim (S & L RLV Storage Facility, KRAL Island (201, 74, 22)), I spend days, weeks ... passing a cage to another and getting to know people who own the place.

Then at the end of the summer. I ended up hanging out in the basement and have fun with ropes, some do not hesitate to add knots. I'm going for 3 months found ... Abused, tied up, trapped. Capable to get out, but returning to it constantly. Over time, this dark places with wet bricks became a second home.

In December I find myself again caged by Stamko (owner of "S & L RLV Storage Facility"). This at that point where I realize that not being able to know when I get out of my cage will make me anxious. I do not know if we added more time to the timer ... but my incarceration was interminable to me. Caught between the excitement and jitters.

It was then that Miss Leeloo find me after I got out and offered me her time and comfort.

Me with a multitude of gifts, she finished by keeping me in a latex KAS's puppysuit for a while. In this form I finished by forgetting all my worries and I Give Up. This while my desire to be dominant over by fade, becoming less and less switch ...

Yet even if I served from time to time, I could not offer me completely to it, preferring to remain free as always my choice. Finally until I find the right person who can put me enough confidence and take my hand .... This is with my heart I discovered the answer in 2016.

Two years of dust ... Part 1

Since the last time I posted in this blog, lot of things happen. Before giving my recent updates, I'm going through this publication to summarize the last 2 years since last time. ;)

Part 1: So let's start with what I have achieved during 2014, following my last publication ...



I still publishing, but only on DeviantArt. Posting images time to time and just writing a simply small description each time it's more easy than taking the time to write my state of mind in the form of a blog. I realized that the conversation is faster. This for me is a form of laziness that I assume.

So I started preparing a small project during the month of August, a small comic in collaboration with Naoin (halibaetta).

Creating comics (or graphic novel) is something I love to read and would produce, but it takes time, energy and organization that I can unfortunately not always have to make regular . Who knows if I will not do another in the future.

In September, from a special request from Miss Lissa (hotgirllyssa), we did a session in New Ombria's duck. An interesting, industrial and breathing, the gas mask helping for many.

 

In November, it was an opportunity for me to live a set of isolation that gave me a subspace to the mystical and cosmic paces ...

 

Then two memorable times in December:
- Passed a day in a cage in a nice house, I was part of the furniture ... I would stay a long time if I had belonged to someone.

- A few days later, dear l8brb2 has tried corsets with me during a photo shoot. We spent good time together.

(Continued in Part 2)

Virtual Sex with Lily

Here is a small group of 4 images I made last year with Lily (marcky.grayman). At the time, I removed these pics by following the wishes of the model (personal reason). There are some days she has given me permission to republish.

The next day, deviantArt decided to remove one of my photos on a complaint...

However, I will publish here the complete series for the enjoyment of those who like my pics!

A second life set aside

After an absence of four months on this blog, I realize that certain aspects of my life have been set aside. Some of my recent discussions have led me to ask several questions. So I bring you some answers I found while this break...

SecondLife for me is a way to change my mind. But when my life is filled with happiness or I become very busy at work, I admit that it suits me to focus on these things. So to summarize ... "no news = good news"

At these moments, sometimes I also disappear without advising or even respond to your messages.
I need sometimes to go somewhere or to someone (like my family) to recharge myself. So even if I have not replied to your message since 2 months, it does not mean I'm dead ... right now it's mostly the summer that I enjoy.

Sometimes I meet someone and have a good time with it, I sometimes disappears without saying why ... If it is due to my usual absences, it may be that I go too afraid to bound to the person in question. I am unable to go beyond a certain limit, I love my man at house that why I can't doing certain things.

For those who know me, my switch side is very present. It all depends on who I am and context. My passion for bdsm is acknowledged. However, even if sometimes I wish to submit, I can not give myself to someone enough to say that I belong to him and become his/her thing. In the past, a mistress who was very important in my life hurt me emotionally. It took me a long time to heal, luckily my man was still behind me to support me.

Today I work hard to trust the people I like, but the task is still very difficult. So just for this reason, I can not be the thing someone else. When it is a roleplay, it suits me ... but when it gets serious, I retreat. This is the same in the other direction, having brave souls who submit to me fill me with happiness. I become quickly very protective and loving despite my little torture. By cons, if I feel that I like too much my pets, or they becomes too dependent of me, I say no there too. I love do to people that I love and I hate to give what I would not like to receive ... it is a rule to me, a principle. Forgiveness even to those to whom I made them pain.

I especially need to do for myself and also to answer some questions so that people understand me better ... Kisses to you all!

Leaving a "semi-hotel" prison, with a bad feeling.

Recently, I did a 2 week roleplay in a Swiss prison. CHAMP DOLLON seem to be like a "high-class" prison. To support the efforts of the guards, they charge a fee of $ 200L per week.

As the concept seemed new to me in SL, I fill the application to go on this adventure. During this incarceration, I came online few times... but not enough that I would want. The prisoners seemed friendly and guards too. So I thought, it was worth a review here on my blog. Unfortunately, the end left me resentful.

Following the end of my sentence, I get this notice from the group:

Group Notice From: Champ-Dollon Inmates, lacocinelle

Greetings all
apart for doing hundreds of intakes of people who said will donate certain amount, no body is coming to the prison to play or donate, as im not gona hold the land tier for any longer, there are 2 weeks forward to get this prison playing or to pack up the stuff and walk to next thing,
so the choice in your hands, inmates.

With a slight impression of being now not at this place, my reaction was to leave. To be fair, I left a message to the warden to notify her and pay the amount due.

After a brief exchange with her, she decided to ban me from this place and many other prisons by adding me to the Grey list. Just because I said that was unfair, she accused me of being a "griefer player." Since then, I have a very bad feeling about the Champ-Dollon's staff. I know one of them who deserves a hard spanking!

6 years and still alive in the metaverse!

It's been about 1 year since I have not published here, though there is much that I could tell you. As some of my meets. Lover of photography, I found myself on deviantArt. I admit that since this blog it took a little dust in favor of my dA publications. Even some of enter you asked me if I would still write here. That all because of my naughty proscrination!

Today is my birthday! And yes it's been 6 years since I'm on SecondLife. I realize my avatar has changed over the years from all this time. It's the same for my own personality. The idea of self, every adventure and every person you meet, slowly change you...

Currently, I'm in a Swiss prison naming "Champ Dollon", it's small and cozy place.

It for a short time to see if I like this roleplay sim. Just few days left to get my freedom again.

While I eat cupcakes secretly in my cell, I embrace you all and soon promises soon more posts! Otherwise, I'll try!